Me and You

You touch me with such warmth,

that I shiver with coyness...

You talk to me with such sincerity
that I start believing in myself...

You always keep me in your heart
that I realize we are one soul in two bodies...

and then I find I am awake at night,
because I am always awake in your dreams...

Dream

Everything starts with your dream
Add faith
and it becomes your belief
Add action
and it will become a part of your life
Add perseverance
and it will become your goal in sight
Add patience and time
and it ends with a DREAM COME TRUE!!!

Senses

I can see
the beautiful houses of the rich,
the expensive clothes they wear,
the luxurious cars they drive,
but
I cannot see
those demolished huts of the poor,
those ripped clothes they wear,
those decrepit cycles they ride...

I can hear
the songs playing in the pub,
the hooting in the concert,
but 
I cannot hear
those cries in the slum,
those yelling of the landlord...

I can smell
the aroma of the room freshener,
the fragrance of the perfume,
but
I cannot smell
the stench coming from those slums,
the swelter in their rooms...

I can taste
the international cuisine they can afford,
the sweetness of the tongue-tantalizing dessert,
but
I cannot taste
the food cooked in their kitchen,
the savory in the home-made curry...

I can feel
the texture of the antique furniture,
the comfort they have,
but
I cannot feel
the presence of no furniture,
the unbearable pain in their lives...

however, my sixth sense says that...
my other senses have gone into a state of oblivion...

Hope and Sanity

When I think of you
I marvel how this could happen to me, 
A girl so strong to control her emotions
A girl so amused that she didn’t need anyone else
Then why, did she fall in love with you and only you

You are my muse
My RHYTHMS AND BLUES
You are like first snowfall
A cold breeze on hottest day of Summer
The last leaf left in Fall
The first flower to blossom in Spring
You are my downfall
You are my worst distraction
Threat to my sanity

And now, when the world turns upside down
I look upon those memories
How you meant everything to me
And how I mean nothing to you
In love, I lose myself in sea water
and you left me
I lost my sanity....

Agony

I marvel the way you still hold me in your mind and dreams..
because I see it in the way you see me...

But I know things have changed...
because I desired for a thing that I knew would 
destroy me in the end...

Your memories have grown edges like a knife...
that cut deep down inside without letting the blood out...

The hole created in my heart is shaped like you...
because no one else can fit in it....

but.....

I have become stronger than depression and braver than loneliness...
and nothing will ever exhaust me again...

Because I will walk slowly...
but I will never walk backwards....

Being Tired

I'm tired of crying and being sad.
I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tired of being alone and needing help.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of feeling crazy and stuck.
I'm tired of needing help.
I'm tired of missing things and people.
I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of feeling worthless inside.
I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of wishing I could start all over.
I'm tired of dreaming a life I will never have.

BUT MOST OF ALL, I'M JUST TIRED OF BEING TIRED....

Heart Break

Everyone in some point of their life is going to experience it. And you know what? It is probably one of the most painful things a person has to go through. I am not going to lie. When you get your heart broken, it feels like it shattered into a million pieces. It is like the person you were head over heels for stomped mercilessly on your heart. It feels like your heart is being shredded into pieces, cut up, and thrown in the trash and left to rot. It hurts a lot, emotionally and physically. Getting heart broken will make your heart physically weak. You cry and cry and wish it wasn't like this. You wish it was just a temporary nightmare. But you know the SAD TRUTH? It's not just a nightmare. It's the harsh reality. And you just have to accept it, the pain and all.